Remember the time…

This time round I just decided to go for broke and put it all out there just to maybe appease some of these 'demons' from blowing up this uncontrollable manifestation of an always feared possession. Hope you all will relatively enjoy this...who knows, it could end up being quite the draft of a compilation of chronicles of sorts. If not scrolls. Feed me back though, I'm an efficient "chatbot" 😂😂 but seriously though...I reply.


I ended up meeting Macos again the other day, of course he came back with more trippy chronicles at his disposal... : "So the other day, during one of my constantly occurring trippy reveries during majority of the day a random, and maybe, completely unexpected notion kept on drawing back and forth in my abyss … Continue reading 90

On and on…?

As fore-written a while back there; in contradistinction to all modern occultists -  be they self-described extremists/Satanists, or even self-described followers of some Left Hand Path maybe, self-described sorcerers, or randomly something else - one's Order should (must) have a unique tradition in respect to Baphomet, exemplifying that Baphomet; say a female name, which would … Continue reading On and on…?

…shall we carry on? 

A simple theory of the acausal that could be used to eventually form a couple, or a decent foundation of an esoteric philosophy is one that concerns metaphysics. That is, it is not - as many would assume - a scientific theory used to either explain some observed phenomenon or extend the theoretical frontiers of … Continue reading …shall we carry on? 

In essence, the acausal is not a generalization - a concept - deriving from a collocation of assumed, ideated or observed phenomenon but instead is just a useful term to distinguish a particular perception is the wordless knowing which empathy can reveal and which a personal, often inclines us toward: a revealing of the physis … Continue reading


Latching onto premature euphoria to try to calm down the CNS tends to be infatuatingly satisfying. Bantering is infatuatingly satisfying. Infatuating occasionally is infatuatingly satisfying. We search to be with, and to love,girls and women. Because they are feminine; because they aren't men. We desire girls, and women, because we like we love we enjoy … Continue reading Contra-obversation??

Of mgs and a Phantom Soirée

So I have this tripping buddy, Macos. His name/pseudoname was coined in a way together with that of a certain pharmaceutical company due to his apparent affiliation with their products. Macos was narrating a certain ordeal he went through concerning one of those products and whether or not we would consider it a psychedelic, so … Continue reading Of mgs and a Phantom Soirée

Drive. Discretion. Dissent.

I took a minute before I decided to show up over here. But mimi huyu hapa. The festive season is once again gladly with us...deck the halls, just do, exuberance yes please. Frolicking is pardoned, debauchery is excusable but don't forget the big white house watching on that mini-hill somewhere around the city, let alone … Continue reading Drive. Discretion. Dissent.